FILE PHOTO: Pan Am Games: Cycling-Individual Time TrialJul 22, 2015; Toronto, Ontario, CAN; Catlin Kelly of the United States on the medal podium for winning the gold medal in the women's cycling individual time trail finals during the 2015 Pan Am Games at Milton Time Trial Course. Mandatory Credit: Eric Bolte-USA TODAY Sports - 8712100
By Martyn Herman
LONDON (Reuters) - Britain's Olympic, world and European track cycling champion Katie Archibald says the suicide this month of American rival Kelly Catlin has hit her hard.
The 23-year-old Catlin, also a world champion, was part of the American team pursuit quartet beaten to Olympic gold in Rio in 2016 by a British squad featuring Scotland's Archibald.
Catlin, likely to have been part of the U.S team to challenge Britain's crown in Tokyo next year, was found dead this month in her apartment at Stanford University.
"I've been thinking about it a lot," Archibald, who celebrated her 25th birthday this week, told Reuters in an interview on Friday. "It hurts me to think about the pain that she must have been hiding.
"That's what has kept in my mind these past few days. It's left a heavy feeling in your chest, in your stomach. It's really horrible to imagine what Kelly was carrying around."
Archibald said the shock was greater because she had always seen Catlin as someone who "walked with her head high".
"She was an exceptional athlete, an exceptional talent," she said. "Watching her in track center she always did stand out."
Speaking to the Guardian newspaper this week Catlin's father Mark questioned whether a concussion his daughter suffered two months before her death had contributed in any way to her mood.
"She had I think problems with reasoning, kind of befuddled," he said. "She had changed and it was tough to see and it was a concern to us."
Archibald suffered concussion after a crash in the omnium at the recent world championships in Poland.
She said protocols around head injuries to riders had improved in British Cycling.
"The contrast between having a crash five years ago and having a crash now with the check-ups and the procedures you go through, they are really a lot stricter," she said.
"But it does scare you to think that a crash could not just take you out of your sport, but also take you out of yourself."
While the reasons behind Catlin's suicide are not known, the death of an elite Olympic athlete in the prime of her career has again shone the light on the pressure placed on the shoulders of young sportsmen and women.
A UK Sport review into the governance of British Cycling's elite program, published in 2017, highlighted concerns such as fear, intimidation and bullying.
British Cycling implemented an Action Plan to address 39 areas of concern, including "athlete whole-life development and welfare".
Archibald, who only took up cycling seriously aged 17, says while there is work to be done UK Sport and British Cycling are "pretty engaged" on athlete welfare.
"There is more sympathy for being human and having struggles," she said. "There's more focus now to who you are outside of sport, an identity that isn't attached solely to performance. That's an important part of mental health.
"Maybe less stigma too about acting as an individual. I never agreed with the idea that there is only one personality type that can be an Olympic champion. You don't have to be devoid of emotion."
After a tough time at the worlds which left her "waking up unhappy", Archibald is looking forward to letting her hair down at this month's Six Day event at the Manchester velodrome.
Starting on March 22 it boasts an international-quality field competing across a range of track disciplines with the lights turned down and the music turned up.
"Go out, race hard, and not stress if it doesn't work out. It's like no other event," Archibald, who will be joined by Britain's golden couple Jason and Laura Kenny, said.
(Reporting by Martyn Herman; Editing by Toby Davis)