Well, mebbe as you get older, your kicks jest keep getting harder to find.
Seriously Dale, it a much more common form of death then is generally realized, especially among young men. And, for awhile, more people would rather have others believe their son committed suicide then die in what has usually been perceived to be a "perverse" act. So, it's been covered up a lot during the years. But, people who have done it say it is freakin' addicting, and have a hard time stopping once they start.